Fatigue

Today has been one of those days where I am suffering the fatigue... I don't have the energy or motivation to do anything. All I want to do is sleep. So, needless to say- it is a very lazy day in this house.

If you live with Chronic Illnesses, chances are that you know how I am feeling. But, those that do not probably just think I am truly being lazy. I haven't done any house work today, my kids and myself are still in pajamas, movies playing all day.... And yet, I am unable to nap. I feel like I am close to a breaking point. It seems like no matter how hard I try to motivate myself to at least unload the dishwasher, nothing is gonna give.

I sleep about 10 hours a night on the nights my insomnia gives me a break, and even then, it's as if I can not get enough sleep.

I hate my illnesses, and I just want to be normal again...

My birthday is in 8 days.... And I am not planning anything....  It sucks that it takes all of my energy to get up, shower, do my hair and make up, then try to leave the house....

Happy birthday, right!?!

Happy Birthday wishes welcomed.