It's currently 3:30 in the morning, and I am pulling an all nighter because my cat is having kittens. And my cat is attached to my hip. She panics every time I move away from her..... So, lucky me, I get to suffer through the lack of sleep, and the pain of laying on my hard kitchen floor, just so she can be at peace.... Spoiled kitty.
I have 3 MRIs scheduled for Thursday, one right after another. I'm not sure what exactly they are looking for, but I'm learning to expect the worst, hope for the best...
Two nights ago, a fellow atheist in a fb group I have been in for a couple years passed away from falling down the stairs. It worries me just how fragile our bodies truly are, and how much more so the bodies with chronic illnesses are. Makes me wonder and worry how much longer I have on earth. It makes me wonder how to prevent the undeniable truth, that one day everyone dies.
Sorry, I'm tired so I am rambling. Hopefully momma kitty pops out the last kitten soon, I need sleep desperately. Tomorrow is gonna be hell if I don't get at least a nap in before the munchkins are up...
I'm Amber. 26 yrs old. I have two girls (4 and 7) who are a handful, but keep me on my feet. I haven't worked in over a year due to severe back pain, which as still gone "unknown" according to my doctors. I was diagnosed with MS on 06/29/15. I also have been diagnosed with mild scoliosis, beginning of disc degeneration, a "rare" L6 vertebrae, hypothyroidism, diabetes inspidius, IgG4, fibromyalgia, & hypermobility. You can find me on Instagram: Spoonie.Amber
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